i like to write random original songs like, randomly .
im not sure why
maybe its normal for a literature student ?
i wonder..

i always start songs from the chorus.
dont ask, im not sure why either.
okay lah, all the songs that i ever wrote or thought of,
only has the chorus parts! hah (fakes laugh)
i think its easier to think of the chorus than the verses

so here it goes,
and sorry if it sucks .
no surprise if it is , i guess .

YOU AND ME

i need you
just how can i move on w/o you
i love you
oh baby, yes i do
why don't we

just hold on strong as long as can be
wo ai ni
forever you and me

before this song was thought of,
i had
BE MINE

it goes something like :

what im feeling
i just cant describe it
my heart is just bursting
when i have you beside

i think of you
every second
every minute
i'm always here
oh darling, i mean it

i've always pictured you - only you and i
and my wish is that i could just say

be mine

and before this also, it was
SAVE ME
sad song lah, but gwen said it was not bad
except for the second line
haha, agreed

there he sat by the well so old
with growing roots and mould
thinking how his life could be so cold
the reason, it doesnt show

to not be what you made
out to be
to feel so in pain
whats going
on

to feel so in pain
somebody come save me

and the first ever song i ever thought of
was a malay one
ENGKAU , meaning you in english
the tune isnt original btw
it was my first attempt
so i kinda stole a little the tune of OH NADIA

engkau yang
bangkitkanku bila ku jatuh
engkau yang menyinari
hidupku ini
engkaulah
satu-satu dalam beribu
engkaulah
yang namanya kekasih

ku ingin saling bertemu denganmu
ku harap kau jugak rasa begitu
sudikah kau jadi teman hidupku
apakah jawapan ku kan tunggu

translation :

you are the one that lifts me up when i fall
you brighten up my life
you are one in a million
you are what a lover is

i'd love to see you all the time
and i hope you feel the same way too
would you be my love partner
i await for your answer

okay, these songs suck, dont they?

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the only thing that im happy and can be proud of is that
its confirmed that im attending the 35TH NCO CAMP this year,
as a drum major and along with joanne as the band major.

that's one thing to be looking forward to .

ugh, my dad just caught me using the computer.

dad : " eh, since when i can say you can use computer ah? "
(w the malay accent trying to speak fluent english)
-.-

yeah yeah, whatever.
thats it then.
night