oh my
my stomach hurts
it always does when im nervous or simply excited

it shows 8.25am on my screen now
25 more minutes and ive gotta go get ready for school,
dress up and off to vivo
gahh
im so nervous yet excited

it's funny for someone who enjoys performing
to get so nervous before every performance
and also to have stagefright.
i admit, i do have stagefright.
but i'd just muster up courage and go on up the stage
and whilst performing and w/o realising,
the fear would just disapear

there's a way i heard of that could maybe help you
feel less scared when performing on stage.

imagine everyone in the audience are naked

it'd be a funny scene, rather than them staring at you making you nervous
this way also, it can help you to maintain your smile while performing
haha, ive never tried this personally.
feel that it's rather stupid.
don't even know if it works,
why don't you try and tell me yeah ?

hais, i dont know if today will be an enjoyable day.
i dont see any fun coming from it actually,
other than being able to perform that is.

well, im not going to have any friends to talk to
or sit in the bus
what more take pictures?

and what saddens me more is that gwen,
my own best friend
doesn't want to come support later ):
lazy, she says
and fiona has tuition until 4.30
our performing slot would be around 5, at least i think so

hais, i guess its okay then
at least i have deon, zeke and elena coming down too
THANKS GUYS ! ^^
but don't laugh at me later please!

WISH ME LUCK PEOPLE!

hey, its only 8.47am!
i thought it'd be 9 as soon as i finish this post !
and then i can get ready straight.

psh, now i dont know what to do.
my speakers are not working , so watching K-POP won't be a choice

hmm, games? ugh no fun ones to play

chat? not many are online, its not even 9am.
and there's not much to say.
hmm, maybe ill add on to the post then .

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H1N1

this stupid four-lettered word is the most ultimate annoying spoiler ever
because of it,
CCA has been suspended
how are going to practse for next year's concert !
( AMPIO MUSICA II )
it's not as if we're playing any of those simple songs anymore.
and because of it,
the enrichment, YCMC,
gwen, deon, some others and i signed up for has to be cancelled
mr shawal refused to sign as MOE discourages mass gatherings
UGH!
just when i wanted to gain even more experiences,
and the experiences YCMC offered was rather good!
hmph

stupid H1N1,
i hate you .
and i hate pigs.
it all started from them.

time, 9.55am -.-