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Saturday, July 18, 2009 7:57 AM
weak
i thought i was a stronger young man i thought i could take setbacks easier i thought i can still move on with a genuine smile i thought i could hide it all in but no it turned out that im getting weaker it turned out that im even more crushed it turned out that sometimes i cant even fake a smile to show and pretend it turned out that i cant hide them feelings in anymore and just start crying at random times of the day, w or w/o friends around i cant believe i let my siblings see me cry last night they havent seen me cry in like, years . and its not as if people close to me cant tell whether my eyes are watery because i either yawned or teared. i just cant pretend anymore. its getting just too hard . maybe, like ive always said, maybe time will heal. but yet again also, i doubt it'll be anytime soon .. now life seriously has lost its colours |