ALHZ

Thursday, October 9, 2008 2:26 AM

forget it then,

ive finally realised that whatever i'd do
you just wouldnt acknoledge me even just as a friend, would you?

its dumb to be waiting hopelessly
its worthless
for someone so faceless

why didnt i hear to those who has been telling me to forget it.
those people elena gwen eugene deon zeke fiona
why did i put aside their words.

they totally made sense.

tears were wasted.
why did i even let them out.

been stuck in yesterday
everytime i shut my eyes and look back in anguish.

why should i be a slave to the clock.
why should i let i control me and not the other way around.
why should i remain stuck in before.

who are you.
why have i been clinging on
why am i tormented by guilt every single time

youre just one other human
why do you seem so special.

the simple question asked by mane
whic basically summarises all,

why .

i dont want to feel like a nobody.
or rather, even try to talk to a nobody,

i give up
since nothing can ever change your mind.

What’s the point in ever trying to be happy when the very pursuit of happiness is what makes you miserable.