ALHZ

Monday, September 29, 2008 6:56 AM

its funny
when you find yourself
thinking and feeling a way you never intended to.

you tell yourself
its okay.
its nothing.
it is supposed to turn out this way.
no fret.
you're thinking too much.

after a while.
you et used to it.
but soon enough,
you get abit carried away.
you forget that you have changed your mindset.
you have realised who you really are.
what you really mean.

you get carried away,
you get unhappy easily.
that's where things go wrong.
and when they do,
you start regretting,
hoping it wasnt the last staw yet.
deterred you will be.
tormented by guilt adding on.
the fatigue of waiting for forgiveness.
but you know it's worth it at the end.

so all there's to do.
is be patient and wait.
for things will be brighter
in time to come.

im facing all these things ive mentioned
except for the words of determintation.
i hope they turn true,
for i dont know what else to do.