we were just going on well
and suddenly, poof.
you're gone.
we clinched our fingers cyber-ly.
you told me to remind you of your promise
if you start it again.
you even promised that that was the last time you get mad at me.
promises arent meant to be broken.

you claimed you understood
and no longer think that i was a hypocrite.
but is it true?
you know the answer very well.
and i do too.

its obvious.

and dont tell me you'll rake up the pasts incidents
and start disliking me over again?
we agreed to move on,
throw away the sour pasts.
moreover, we ''just knew each other'' that day.
we re-introduced ouselves.
where are your words.
were they meant to be meaningless from the start?

am i really a scourge to you?
am i a burden?

you said you understood after everytime i tried to explain.

but its all not worth it now.
my words,
my determination,
my penance.

filled with qualms,
im unsure what i should/shouldnt do.
tormented by guilt,
i only find all the sorries worthless.

what must i do till you forgive me and we can restart anew?
must i really leave the someone you need most?
would you be more contented then,
and forgive & start liking me again?

i'd give anything now,
to hear from you again



tell me something,
anything.
just talk to me would you.



the fatique of waiting for you.


no matter how much of a wally i may be,
relinquish will never be a choice.

i'll be waiting.


-ALI BABA