i wished in front of them quite some time back

that these people wont ever leave me.

the closest friends, as in the one i am most open to

and die die dont want to lose

and can't live w/o

that are left

are

gwen eugene deon zeke

i rmb some time back when i lost a best friend, this was my convo w zeke

ALHZ:" zeke.. how many BEST friends do you have?

im losing mine, one..

by..

one.. ):

confirm you have more than me one.."

ZTZX" dont lame lah.. you friendlier and are more open leh.

you got how many left? "

ALHZ (counts silently with my fingers, thinking hard)

err.. hmm..

four..

(eyes starting to well up) "

ZTZX " (eyes widen) wahh.. i quiter than you, i have much more than you leh.."

GPWT(gwen) & DCHK (deon) : "aiya no lah.. its just that, you have a few best friends,

and you focus alot on them. zeke has more best friends, but yours are more precious to you.. and dont forget, you have alot of friends! so cheer up k! "

ALHZ : "( still sore )"

eh girl..

you have no idea how much i miss you.

you have no idea how many times i mention about you to the rest.

every single day.

i miss your loud outstanding voice .

i miss your loud laughter.

i miss hiting your forehead .

i miss treating you bandung.

i miss treating you milk tea.

i miss your bandung and milk tea treats.

i miss your ranndom jokes.

most importantly , i miss you ):

it isn't pioneer power w/o three, you know