i was just thinking about and fixing the prose i wrote in my previous entry just a week back\keep having no time to post it
but who would have guessed what i wrote doesnt reflect my life anymore
after so long, finally,
after so SO long,
i can finally say im proud of my life.
im proud to say im enjoying life .
im proud to say everything's going perfectly fine and nothing's bothering me
or anyone around me.
gwen feels the same too.
what we felt ,
the quotes are
" have friends , and no more conflicts.
we are actually doing quite well now, concerning friendship "
"have stead (as gwen smiles w glee) "
'' nothing to worry about. everything's calm and we dont have to bother too much on anything''
i dont know why most of the time, we have the same feelings on the same day or period
the only thing we feel now that is bothering us is the EOY examinations
we cant wait till after exams when life is perfect enough !
we really were elated over the fact that life is great for us
and now,
after much gloating about it to ourselves because its just too exciting,
and what we've been waiting for after yonks,
our destiny's changing again..
going back to how it was
things aren't as care-free anymore
conflicts are building, though we arent involved, we feel the pain
as they are our friends.
we even see one of of the discrimanted ones cry
and the other one looks dissapointed and doesnt know who he can turn to.
i dare say we are proud of ourselves for still being able to be there for these two pitiful souls.
we're getting closer even (:
but that's not the point.
hatred can be felt in the room.
the tension's burning.
we don't know what to do,
how to solve it.
it bothers us.
i even dreamt of it last night, and that i was screaming at them wth?
and i already have my own problems too.
i dont wish to talk about it.
im happy for gwen that she and fareez are okay once again,
and still loving each other.
im happy for shafiq that fareez has finally apologised to him
and they have been talking
mdm alina gave us a psychology test today during mother tongue.
one of it was this :
3) apa yang kamu ingin capai dalam kehidupan?
- kebahagiaan.
3) what do you wish to achieve in life?
-happiness.
