ALHZ

Thursday, November 13, 2008 5:11 AM

enough is enough

i've come to realise
that i dont need you.

all the while you've ignored me,
im still alive.
still laughing and joking and fooling around w everyone else.
i get the blues and down only when i suddenly think about you, like always.

but i can still do w/o you..

i really cant take it anymore.
you said it was okay,
and left me hanging on a thread.
are those words really true/trustworthy.
its hard to trust now.

i really dont want to hang on anymore.
its been so so long.
the last time we ever hanged out, having fun together,
was like, last year's(2007) june holidays.
when we played bowling together.

the last time we catched a movie tgt, wasnt any fun.
you know what i mean?

seriously,
i dont want to cling on,
ending up getting hurt every single time, i think back or even think about it.

why was i wishing something i dont really want to happen,
for you. why?
ive waited for so long.
so so long.
why have i clinged on so tight,
for months.
since june, if im not wrong.
why have i waited for your attention and care.
i know im not worth anything of your attention or care,
or anything else for that matter.
well not anymore.
i dont even matter anymore, since you got someone else to shower w care.

i feel forgotten.
you really have forgotten the past, our past
havent you.
or it wouldnt have come to this state.

one moment you get back at me, we have fun.
the next, poof, you're gone again.

i think enough is enough.
i dont want to be played around anymore.

i have feelings too.
why dont you care for me too, for a change?
just a little..

i think i've had enough.

it wont make any, ANY difference at all either.
aren't i right.?

this time, its really farewell.
i dont think you would even care anymore.
if anything were to happen,
i dont think i would want to walk in this dark path again,
enough is enough