ALHZ

Thursday, November 6, 2008 5:16 AM

im sorry

band was okay today.
played through repertoire for HONG KONG trip.

punishments today,
it kinda seem to go pretty well.
even w samuel there.
i guess replying samuel was a rather good move.
its resolved now.

in fact, evrything else seems to go well.
you can say im recovering.

but there's one more thing that's holding me back.

just what have i done again?
i dont remember anything?
in fact, we havent been in contact.
what could i have possible done?
or is it my existence?

why wont you talk to me.
why are you avoiding me.
i've waited so long before,
and the pain finally came to a stop.
now its going to rewind again?

dont let it rewind, will you.
please?
really i mean it,
please.

im sorry ,
for anything,
everything.

talk to me