Friday, April 30, 2010 4:44 AM
cute or what
Thursday, April 29, 2010 1:49 AM
science practical exam
Not my day not my day hahahhaha
science practical exam: (for chem) - forgot what lime water was, as in which solution (a few questions needed this)
- burnt my finger when i held the hot test tube that i used for heating ( silly me )
- broke one test tube when i accidentally let go of it ( hmph )
- cracked another test tube when i washed it with cold water immediately after it was used for heating ( forgot. dumb )
- ard the last 20 minutes or so, realised what limewater was. one of the few bottles in front of me, under its scientific name, actually had the label ' (limewater) ' .
my instincts told me (before i notced the label) that either two of the other solutions apart from it, was it. but actually none of them were. no wonder i had no reactions, no white precipitate formed haha glad that i saw, 20 minutes to the end of paper.
the rest of the day, well, not that much better either.
Things are better left unsaid. it doesnt change anything, whether i spill or not.
i dont know what i feel about people anymore- people around me. or what they feel or think.
i give up.
haha
well, life~
i rather focus on my studies most right now. glad that im improving in this area(self-study). hope it shows in my results !
 peaciey outiey ~
Sunday, April 25, 2010 4:40 AM
study
 gotta cut down on internet usage and continue studying more !
oh my, phyics actually isnt that hard it just needs a little bit more of understanding
but im still having trouble with chemistry its like handling with something i can't see! ugh, hate it.
Saturday, April 24, 2010 6:07 AM
Happy Birthday ESYK !
 HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY EUGENE SIOW YEE KIAT !
the poke-cupcakes (cover) were hard efforts of colleen, gwen, elena, pei ni, deon and zeke and i! very the tiring! some of them even stayed over at my house until 10pm to finish it and it was a thursday school next day, mini celebration for eugene
ours was during recess we surprised him with the poke-cupcakes YEAH MANNNNN
and and these are actually rainbow cupcakes! when u bite them. pretty colours lay out inside!
aiyah difficult explain, when i have picts i'll post k!
 and we went to ECP earlier today meeting up at 8.30am to further celebrate his birthay a kinda get-together thingy
he's actual birthday's tomorrow, 25TH APRIL!
HOPE YOU LOVE EVERYTHING WE HAVE DONE FOR YOU YOU JEAN SIAO KIT KAT !
and also my mega stitch for you ^^
* More picts coming soon! they're with gwen !
Saturday, April 17, 2010 10:30 PM
struggle
 Somehow i feel like im struggling but somehow also i don't show that i am anymore
im finally starting to feel the stress academically-wise eugene said he'd revise with me my sec three sciences hope there'd be progress soon
the friends around me, somehow i feel a little uneasy oh, don't ask me why its hard to explain it just feels different
home, isnt so sweet afterall not really a place to run away from problems once i get home, get scolded even if i come home late, to study
and today, sunday, i can't even go out to study dad's reason was that i always come home late im studying man whether i have valid reasons to be home or not, he just wont accept it
MYE's next week don't blame me for the bad results, im trying.
is anyone else's life turning bad again? im sure there is.
 i want my genuine smile to last the whole day everyday
fuck, dad just came in and asked me to shut down and study
great
Tuesday, April 13, 2010 4:33 AM
people
 People
In the process of making themselves be more liked, people can actually make themselves detestable.
Some people can let you feel so comfortable to talk to, almost about everything, someone to listen but can lose your trust as he or she tells it to someone w/o your permission, whether it is a secret or not.
People sometimes can't see what wrong others see but the wrong in the wrong they see .
People lie or keep things to not upset others, but they know that once found out, they'll be much more upset.
People aren't who they really seem the first few times you meet them or get to know them.
Sometimes People should only allow themselves to love, only if they are able to accept the lost of it. That's the beauty of true love- being able to accept it, and also lose it if you have to.
People.
oh and finally, People shoulg tag me moreeeeeeeeeee
Tuesday, April 6, 2010 7:03 AM
TIOMAN ISLAND
TIOMAN ISLAND2nd - 4th April
Meet Thomas he's from Switzerland but works in Singapore. our families made friends with him, seeing him being alone.
it was wierd for us to see someone going on a holiday, to tioman, alone.
 hahah so we made friends. and kinda sticked tgt throughout the journey, waiting for each other at immigrations and also the break-stops
My family(dad's side) makes my cousin abang syafiq and i feel tall
Meet Abang syafiq * abang= 'big brother' ( My cousin) isn't it cool, how he styles his hair? haha
Thanks EUGENE ! for lending me your ipod filled with songs for me to listen to during the journey!
Abang, Cik Mia, Abang Syamil * Cik Mia- Aunt Mia (abg syafiq's mum) *Abg Syamil (abg syafiq's big brother)
spot the skull shapped island?
stitch was camwhoring in the ferry haha wth

Upon arrivals, after a TEN HOUR journey! (bus and ferry) no joke, abg syafiq and i counted. inclusive of meal and toilet breaks
what's with my hair psh
this was behind us in the previous picture we stopped for awhile, looking and amazed by its beauty haha and wondered why we werent staying there instead of the small rooms we were going to haha
but we didnt know how bad our rooms were, till we really saw them
Meet, my family .
( From left to right ) me. ibu(mum). abg syafiq. kakak(big sis). kakak khalisah(abg syafiq's big sister). abang. ayah(dad). cik mia. and abg syamil's taking this photo with his canon dslr
view of sea below the jetty alot of fishes huh and isnt the water just nice
view of the kids staying on the island, jetty-jumping and swimming two w/o life jackets when they're still so young haha many sgporean or city kids their age would be too afraid to jump into the water deep, and full of fish HAHA


it only looks nice from the outside, oh trust me.
first room: (the ladies) kakak. kak khalisah. cik mia.
second room: (the couple) my parents.
third room: (the guys) abang, abg syafiq. abg syamil. me.
-.-
(they guy's room) the one nearest on the right
View from parent's room
look at their faces! aren't they similar! i took this haha
and this
and also this. nobody took pictures of me, so i took pictures of them instead haha
Dinner
kak khalisah
abg syafiq on hammock oh oh, they hung alot of hammocks around the island for anyone to use very comfy!
maybe i should have one in my room. the thing is, i dont have a room! i sleep in the living room with my sis! HAHAHAHH

oh yeah zeke, its your shirt im wearing
hehe (:
and oh oh, this is interesting. the first night, THE WHOLE ISLAND BLACKED OUT! as in, not everyone fainted like in FLASHFORWARD but electricity got cut off and the all the lights and everything got cut. it happened because the island runs on a generator or something. the backup generator wasnt fixed yet when the first one got faulty, so the lights didnt come back soon enough, but later on in the night, after they fixed both the generators.
everyone was so shocked! and alot of eurasions visit pulau tioman too. its known for its beautiful beach and marine life, esp for diving and snorkelling even they, the eurasions(younger ones actually) went wild and noisy
and yeah, being afraid of the darkness, i panicked. but soon got used to it, and my eyes started to adapt. there was still the moonlight, and the gazzillion stars! ooh, beautiful sky it was
the three sisters of pulau tioman we wondered how she knew the \m/ coool
dont ask about the wierd colour combination i was actually intending to wear my white pants instead the colour of my neck area of the diving shirt
but its pockets tore actually it tore abit alr, wasnt so obvious. but i wasnt careful and it tore more): and and it'd show my sexy thigh im not cheap you know ^^
 about to camwhore we actually brought our tripods for our dslr-s hahah
   this china couple was busy taking a picture tgt, behaving intimately and i suddenly thought of doing this hahah
and this ^^ but the fun was alr over this was showing them, coming back to shore
believe it or not, this guy actually tripped it may look cool or that he's posing but he stepped on a rock and is about to fall (but which he didnt) hahahha
my brother caught this lady camwhoring by the beach haha what the hell him preparing for snorkelling open shower! toilet was too disgusting so we decided to bathe here
before we though of this open shower, we actually bathed with the pipes outside our 'houses'. there's a pipe at the foot of every house haha bloody fun it was
and and water EVERYWEAR was cold because all the water came from the mountains fresh, but freezing cold ESP IN THE MORNING! we do bathe in our own toilets though, but not much. i go to my parent's one, as theirs are abit more cleaner
epic fail HAHAH this long path doesn't have any lamp-posts it was about 3-4 minutes walk from our rooms to the small shops and jetty imagine the first night, we were from the shops and had to walk back later in the night hahahha it was really difficult, seriously
mine! my idea, my hands hahah  wan's shop. wan's the one at the top right
nah, SHE's a Man. not a tranny though. he/she was very friendly to us everytime we visited her shop
oh oh and exceptionally nice to my brother when he and abg syafiq(only) went on to get something HAHAHHA
my brother and abg syafiq shared this:
wan: want buy this also? *smiles*
abg: nah, its okay.
wan: sure? (in a cheeky tone)
abg: yah.
wan: okay, want a plastic bag?
abg: no need, thanks (:
wan: sure? (in the same cheeky tone)
HAHAHHAHAHHAHA so funny we all went laughing hard, literally
and and one more: my brother wanted to ask the price of something in the shop
he called out to wan: kak! how much is this eh?
abg syafiq 'scolded' my brother: oi! what kak! ABANG LAH!
HAHAHHAHAHHA
meet wan or wani hahaha but actually, he is quite pretty huh? our families agreed
rings found in his shop nice ey?
ramly burger was what we kept eating there there wasnt much nice food to eat ):
and and there was also bbq corns and bbq chicken! both only at night and also cup corns! they had the sweet flavour(the usual) and also milk flavour! we kept getting the milk one as we cant get it elsewhere, true?
abg syafiq tried this reggae hat on me he just got it and wanted to see how it looks he also didnt want to wear it cause it might spoil his hair, he had alr styled his hair nicely haha
  JETTY JUMP!!
they guys went for jetty jump we were so excited but got really scared when we looked down from the jetty hahaha it looked deep and the fish scared us more haha what if we get bitten!
but the fact is, we've all done jetty jumps before haha
my brother shocked us when he suddenly said okaylah i go first and there he went, plunging into the water we were shocked yet surprised
next was abg syamil the second oldest
than abg syafiq
and i was last, the youngest i was really scared. idk why HAHAH the prev time i jumped, i had a life jacket!
but i can swim, im just afraid i couldnt float back up again i hesitated for awhile and they kept calling out to me, asking me to jump
not long after, after kakak and kak khalisah came, i jumped in
 HAHAHHAHA i know i look wierd, was very scared there was my brother, promising he'd save me if anyth were to happen to me but nah, i was capable of making myself stay afloat and alive
kak khalisah soon joined in she swims very well
kakak's too scared.
mum says this looks like an alien haha how cute
 the guys(three from the left) going DIVING far left is their guider/instructor(?)
abg syafiq and i didnt get to go maybe it was too expensive or or maybe my dad was worried we can't oh well
cousins
sun about to set
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