Somehow i feel like im struggling but somehow also i don't show that i am anymore
im finally starting to feel the stress academically-wise eugene said he'd revise with me my sec three sciences hope there'd be progress soon
the friends around me, somehow i feel a little uneasy oh, don't ask me why its hard to explain it just feels different
home, isnt so sweet afterall not really a place to run away from problems once i get home, get scolded even if i come home late, to study
and today, sunday, i can't even go out to study dad's reason was that i always come home late im studying man whether i have valid reasons to be home or not, he just wont accept it
MYE's next week don't blame me for the bad results, im trying.
is anyone else's life turning bad again? im sure there is.
i want my genuine smile to last the whole day everyday
fuck, dad just came in and asked me to shut down and study