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Saturday, May 16, 2009 4:01 AM
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hmph just given a slow talk by dad and what, i came back just 10 minutes late from ECP yesterday and he keeps on talking bout it since & he says i never try to understand never try to go back early on time and i said, noone gets somewhere on the dot he says then get back earlier its not always i get to go out and during the rare chances i do, esp far places, he expects me to go home earlier than my curfew then try to be on the dot? and i did want to tell him this but i rather not i just wanted him to stop talking so that i can return to the room to continue on my dnt project which is long over its deadline i wanted to say compared to everytime ive been home late, this is by far THE EARLIEST and plus, from somewhere on the OPPOSITE side of the country 10 minutes dad 10 minutes you compare to the past half an hour to and hour aren't you happy enough? you have no idea how many times the people i go out with always get unhappy with me cause i have to be the earliest to go home EVERY SINGLE TIME sometimes, causing them to follow along and and when we're out with our cousins, the whole big family, we have to be the first to go home too esp at night, when there are no more prayers to perform there's no other reasons not to stay out, is there and my cousins all think they dont like this thing bout my dad how bout myself and the other time when only my sis and i went along with the rest to sentosa guess who played the spoilsport and caused everyone to go home as well yeap u guessed it, us we just finished the skyline and luge it was my very first time on it my second time in sentosa my first was when i was what, 5 ? there was so much more for me to try more actiticites i was so damn excited and so elated i swear i could cry and there went my dad texting my sis and i " didnt i say not to come back early. come home now " i never spoke a word after that msg my cousins all had their black faces on we were alr otw to the next activity, it was the 3d thingy i think see, i dont even know what its called and my aunt said to me " nevermind lah, ur dad unhappy alr. lets just go home. next time we bring you out again k? but not always lah, sometimes . okay? " everyone else seemed to go sad too the evening spoiled by us i really, really felt bad for being the cause everyone had to go home it goes the same when im with my friends.. and in the bus, leaving sentosa i actually cried all the way back , trying as hard not to be seen doing so my enthusiastic primary 4 cousin sat beside me quietly, as if he knew that i needed some alone and quiet time i think only he saw me crying and heard me sobbing alighted the bus, head down and bid farewell to the rest as my sis and i went on home while the rest headed for dinner my parents always have this reason for not letting me out that i cannot be trusted to stick to curfew i thought this time it had all changed i was only late by 10 minutes and this afternoon, fiona asked if i could go to sentosa everyone alr can i was so excited but i couldnt my mum changed her reasoning and that it was because i havent done my what, 4 qns worth of tuition homework and i have religious class exam papers tmr morning im not even gonna study for it in the first place who does? we all copy each other, some even taking out our books almost the whole class cheats we even tell answers through text msgs my cousins even played their PSPs and when they got caught, they were only told to keep it and awhile later, they took it out again who cares gg back, and i was the one spoiling the whole second clique outing they didnt want to go w/o me once again, im really sorry guys. for being such a spoilsport, k ? hope you guys understand. it isnt as easy for me to go out, near or far, as it is for you |