click 5
clique 6

dumb, isnt it ?
haha
but we rather stick to it than crack our brains, having to think of a substitute

back to main point

clique

we somehow seem to get into trouble together in the past
is that a good thing or a bad thing?

what may be good is that we went through thick and thin together
but what's bad is that, we were part of a problem
one involved, the rest all is too.
and then everyone is affected.
now that isn't good at all .

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should the term 'clique' continue live ?
the once
one of the well-known cliques in the school
the one with 5 initials that are in order

D -deon
E -elena
F -fiona

G -gwen

H -hafiz

and then Z -eke

the one that was once ever so strong
the one that used to share everything with each other
good or bad

it no longer feels like a family
i can tell you frankly

and recently, there has been arguments
that has been going on and off
and now we are all still friends
but again, not as close

since its alr breaking, should we just end it?

then we wouldnt have to worry
(those who do worry)
just when we can all spend time tgt

not having to worry bout anyone amongst us gg off when we dont want them to.
not having to worry about the clique outing
we've been wanting to have since secondary one !
we have yet to go out together as a whole clique, just by ourselves

im planning a so-called outing for the clique
swimming on this coming thursday
its been sometime since we all last swam
and and its somewhat a tradition for us to go swimming on the last day of our papers

i dare anyone to spoil it.
im not being mean,
but its only for everyone else in the clique.
even if one of us is absent,
im sure the rest wont be so happy
and the whole outing wouldnt be as successful

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.
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or should we just form a new clique
deon and zeke have their other commitments
they're not to blame
maybe love should come first

and i heard from elena that fiona has found other close friends
the geeks ( im not being mean here)
by geeks, i mean by study geeks

fiona says that she feels left out in the clique recently
sigh
maybe its cause of the number of people left
im always with gwen and eugene
and then elena will be with zavier
maybe thats why she feels left out


the friends that usually hangs out together so far are
gwen.hafiz.elena.zavier.eugene

but then, it wouldnt be the same, would it

i just want to see 6 of us
ever so close again
laughing our heads off

laughing so hard
that fiona's and gwen's face turn red
that elena will let out this wierd laugh, which she does everytime she laughs hard
that you can hear zeke's laughter, which you dont always get
that deon will look all funny cause he laughed too much
that i will pull my collar up to my mouth, cause my neck would be itcy from all the laughing

this is the scene i remember vaguely
from our happy clique


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i closed my eyes
& shut off from reality
hoping to open them up again
and see all, but insanity

wish i may
wish i might
not having to worry
just holding on tight

you have come
and caused hurt and pain
now, troubles and problems
wont you just go away

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