the song was dedicated to his brother, Adam Cook who passed away (cancer) at 36 years old in the early hours of May 3, 2009
the song is simply beautiful
6:40 AM
remourseful
remourseful & apologetic
sorry for being such a bother & nuisance . thanks for still being my best friend . (:
hope to hear from you soon, best friend ! happy studying !
6:25 AM
dropped
oh gosh, my mum just made me realise how much my results have deproved
science dropped from an A2 to a D7 E math dropped from a C6 to an E8 combined humans from a C5 to D7
man, what was i thinking obviously, i wasnt serious enough and im down for meet-the-parents session which is only for students who fail more than three subjects
so gonna do Much better for EOY man
& this time, phone calls have to end when they have to and time has to be given mainly for studying! haha
& damn, its just so hard to look for a nice new blogskin hmph
Saturday, May 30, 2009 5:46 AM
tag replies
insignificant
tag replies : hannah : yes yes! haha i seriously need help in skating man
deon : yes yes! ah ma yi chai chai ! hoho
syaifullah : haha , phew! but so scary siah
now three cases alr !
5:42 AM
H1N1
funny or what! " when you wash your body, wash your hands too ! ~ " HAHA
thanks, eugene, for sharing this amusing video !
damn, do i need a change in blogskin im sick of this one and it feels abit messy , doesn't it
5:02 AM
REPORT SLIP
ENGLISH - C5 MALAY - B4 ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS - F9 MATHEMATICS - E8 SCIENCE ( PHY,CHEM ) - D7 COMBINED HUMANITIES ( S,L ) - D7 DESIGN AND TECHNOLOGY -B4 LIFE SKILLS AND VALUES EDUCATION - A
conduct : EXCELLENT
comments : Hafiz is a cheerful and outgoing pupil who displays leadership potential. He also has a positive attitude towards his studies .
james laughed at and teased me " HAHA, 10 MARKS UPON 80! (for A Math) " yeah, it was abit demoralising damn
mr yeo told me in front of the whole class " nevermind, hafiz! End of year you win him by 10 marks !"
and i went " YES! Even if he gets 100, im going to get 110 ! Extra 10 marks for handwriting and penmanship ! That part im sure im much better . watch out ah , james "
mr yeo laughed mr yeo's so cute and funny haha
and abit stupid oops haha but its the good stupid, the funny one and he's not embarrased to share
it was during his army days,
he was given instructions not to follow any tracks or routes he sees in the jungle when he was given a task to get out of it alone, using a map
stupidly, he listened and got lost when evryone else decided to follow the tracks they saw, and found their way out in at most an hour, mr yeo was still lost from 6.30 to noon
sad
and when they were told to follow close behind an army tank they came upon a deep mudpit stupidly, again, when everyone went around the mudpit, he went ahead straight into it as he believed in integrity cause he was told to follow close behind the tank and so he thought that he had to go where the tank did
and he sank in the mud pit and got stuck the mud level was up to his waist level
he became a laughing stock in his platoon
sad sad
Monday, May 25, 2009 6:04 AM
yet another symptom ?
joint pain - my right knee hurts
ooh, another symptom
haha
im just glad that all the symptoms dont all come at the same time then that will confirm i do have swine flu, which i dont !
so far, im only left with chills & diarrhoea or stomach upset that i have yet to face and the rest are gradually recovering
yay! i dont have swine flu! haha so the first singaporean to get swine flu will not be me ! thank god.
i cant wait for training camp ! hope i dont lose my voice by then, haha thats such a priority for me in the camp heh
oh & did i say i dislike my dad?
Saturday, May 23, 2009 6:57 AM
symptoms of H1N1
OH GOSH i went to check on symptoms on swine flu and here's what i got
Symptoms of Swine Flu
The symptoms of swine flu are broadly the same as those of ordinary flu, but may be more severe and cause more serious complications.The typical symptoms are:
my cough and fever did came all of a sudden about a week back i face tiredness i had aching muscles, especially on my shoulders which lasted about a week and ended about two days back i have a sore throat, runny nose, sneezing and loss of appetite !
oh i wonder..
nah, it cant be :B
6:28 AM
sick
gahhh im sick * sniffs hard *
im down with cough flu fever
and went for flag day today so boringggg and hakim and i kept sitting to rest cause i was too weak to move too much
temperature kept going up and down went up to as high as 38.7 then stayed around 38.4-38.6 and lowest was 37.0 ( but maybe it was cause i just had a cold drink heh )
i wonder if i have swine flu oh gosh, thats terrifying, huh
hakim and i didnt have the mood to be active and go around, asking for donations especially me whos feeling so sickly he went up to his house while i waited at the teh tarik under his block (hua yi) and his parents helped to donate
and everyone we approached rejected us making us more lazy to stay active haha
and then over to my house, where my mum gave alot of 1 cent, 5 cent and 10 cent coins. she said it was her collection and its a waste to just keep it. might as well donate them instead of just keeping them.
our donation bags got abit heavier
on the way to jp in the bus, we spot french horn and saxophone section slacking outside gekpoh we alighted and joined in heh
okay let's take my temperature now and see if ive got better
current temperature : 36.5
and then later in the night, go up again psh
night night
Thursday, May 21, 2009 6:30 AM
syf - judges' comments
SYF CENTRAL JUDGING 2009 - JUDGES' COMMENTS ON JVCB
i can only remember the judges comments vaguely that mrs chee announced
some were very good some were not bad and some were okay we didnt have any terrible comments
these are of the few positive ones i can remember :
- warm tone - nice interpretation & very good performance on flying high - good beginning for both pieces - good rhythim blah blah
things to improve on :
- tuning at certain parts - rushing blah blah
mrs chee said that she didnt understood why we couldnt get a gold, considering we had rather good comments from the judges . generally . she said that she had to analyse them and find out why . what makes it tougher also was that the comments weren't really realiable. when one judge comments on an area say, ryhthim, another one may contradict it
mrs chee also said that other unsatisfied band directors threw a question at the judges
" why do bands playing of such a lower grade get the same standard as of those that are of the higher ones "
& they responded, saying that they judged according to what's on the score rather than the grade it frustrated the judges more
and yay! mrs chee agrees that we are going to play grade 3 pieces & above from now on ! especially for the upcoming AMPIO MUSICA next year woohoo ~ she has high hopes on us ^^
note : this post is to please JVCB members and to inform the members who weren't present when it was announced & is not to spite other outsiders . please do not respond harshly if any of you outsiders feel offended
Wednesday, May 20, 2009 6:54 AM
3rd month - not mine though
HAPPY 3RD MONTH ANNIVERSARY TO
DEON AND SHAFFIQA
Monday, May 18, 2009 6:43 AM
this here, is my best friend.
eugene (EZYK)
he's away on obs camp for four days its only been one day w/o him and im starting to miss him to think he didnt surrender his phone and called me during lunch time secretly? haha eugene, eugene
omg to school w/o eugene for the next 3 days hahaha i can do it ! heh
looking forward to your return, dude !
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and this here, is remus (RTHL)
he's somewhat a cyber and phone best friend very nice person to talk to, esp on the phone
we have got to meet rae !
i think you should sit with me just now during my enrichment on SELF-ESTEEM
you need it man !
haha
Saturday, May 16, 2009 4:01 AM
drowning
hmph just given a slow talk by dad
and what, i came back just 10 minutes late from ECP yesterday and he keeps on talking bout it since
& he says i never try to understand never try to go back early on time and i said, noone gets somewhere on the dot he says then get back earlier
its not always i get to go out and during the rare chances i do, esp far places, he expects me to go home earlier than my curfew then try to be on the dot?
and i did want to tell him this but i rather not i just wanted him to stop talking so that i can return to the room to continue on my dnt project which is long over its deadline i wanted to say
compared to everytime ive been home late, this is by far THE EARLIEST and plus, from somewhere on the OPPOSITE side of the country 10 minutes dad 10 minutes you compare to the past half an hour to and hour aren't you happy enough?
you have no idea how many times the people i go out with always get unhappy with me cause i have to be the earliest to go home EVERY SINGLE TIME sometimes, causing them to follow along
and and
when we're out with our cousins, the whole big family, we have to be the first to go home too esp at night, when there are no more prayers to perform there's no other reasons not to stay out, is there
and my cousins all think they dont like this thing bout my dad how bout myself
and the other time when only my sis and i went along with the rest to sentosa guess who played the spoilsport and caused everyone to go home as well yeap u guessed it, us
we just finished the skyline and luge
it was my very first time on it
my second time in sentosa my first was when i was what, 5 ?
there was so much more for me to try more actiticites i was so damn excited and so elated i swear i could cry
and there went my dad texting my sis and i " didnt i say not to come back early. come home now " i never spoke a word after that msg my cousins all had their black faces on we were alr otw to the next activity, it was the 3d thingy i think see, i dont even know what its called
and my aunt said to me " nevermind lah, ur dad unhappy alr. lets just go home. next time we bring you out again k? but not always lah, sometimes . okay? "
everyone else seemed to go sad too the evening spoiled by us i really, really felt bad for being the cause everyone had to go home it goes the same when im with my friends..
and in the bus, leaving sentosa i actually cried all the way back , trying as hard not to be seen doing so my enthusiastic primary 4 cousin sat beside me quietly, as if he knew that i needed some alone and quiet time i think only he saw me crying and heard me sobbing
alighted the bus, head down and bid farewell to the rest as my sis and i went on home while the rest headed for dinner
my parents always have this reason for not letting me out that i cannot be trusted to stick to curfew i thought this time it had all changed i was only late by 10 minutes
and this afternoon, fiona asked if i could go to sentosa everyone alr can i was so excited
but i couldnt my mum changed her reasoning and that it was because i havent done my what, 4 qns worth of tuition homework and i have religious class exam papers tmr morning
im not even gonna study for it in the first place who does? we all copy each other, some even taking out our books almost the whole class cheats we even tell answers through text msgs my cousins even played their PSPs and when they got caught, they were only told to keep it and awhile later, they took it out again
who cares
gg back, and i was the one spoiling the whole second clique outing they didnt want to go w/o me
once again, im really sorry guys. for being such a spoilsport, k ?
hope you guys understand.
it isnt as easy for me to go out, near or far, as it is for you
Friday, May 15, 2009 9:15 PM
CLIQUE OUTING - ECP
and so, - changed immediately after our papers and headed to ECP - tough time deciding on the means of transport - took bus 176 from JE interchange
HAPPY HAPPY 6 OF US 6 OF US CLIQUE 6 WOOHOO !
never EVER take a bus to ECP we wasted 2 bloody hours -.-
and there was this wierd auntie who keeps on talking to gwen unexpectedly, with a rather loud and coarse voice i think she's just trying to be friendly, as a form of gratitude as gwen helped her picked up her bottle which dropped twice hah !
and suddenly : " this building nice right ! wah so nice hor? " * gwen nods reluctantly *
and when we were busy discussing whether we were on the right bus and stuff her voice suddenly came in : " yah yah! correct ! this way to marina parade! correct! i know i know "
w-i-e-r-d plain wierd
and she actually got unhappy when another lady tried to tell us if we were on the right track and they both tried to convince us to listen to them damn we were confused
the wierd lady said that we had passed our stop it was nearer and the humble lady who looked as if she was confident of what she was saying said that it was up ahead
oh my
the wierd lady was really wierd her trying to convince that she knows better than the other lady suddenly led to her saying " milo is better than horlicks ah"
& we giggled
i rather listen to the other lady as she said that she always passes by ecp otw to work
in the end, we stopped in between the stops both ladies asked us to alight gwen's idea and she was right! she then knew exactly how to go
and gwen went " never trust others, trust your own instincts"
ooh! ooh ! spot this btw isnt it cool ? the architectural design
oh & i forgot to mention at the start of the journey, there was this group of indian teens a few ages older than us who sat behind us and switched aloud this atrocious piece of tamil music seriously, it was bad
CANNOT TAHAN man! everyone in the clique took out their earpieces and boomed music into their ears well, i had to suffer i had to share with deon as i didnt bring mine and i suffered because his maximum volume is my minimum haha !
and so i kept on laughing hey, i did try to keep in but well.. you know me, i cant! haha
safe! on the right track thanks to GWEN
and finally, DESTINATION EAST COAST PARK
i kept on screaming it felt as if it was a great achievement to be FAR away from home w/o my parents, esp to the beach w/o them breathing down my neck for the first time and the screams were also let out as we were there together as a clique a full one
BIKE & SKATE RENTALS ! elena and i rented skates while the rest, bikes
the skates from that shop sucks it was old and not smooth, compared to other rental shops (according to elena)
oops ! hey, i wasnt that bad for a beginner okay! besides, elena said that the skates from that shop were old and rusty right so i should be better if i had better pair of skates * rolls eyes *
as you can see, i was wearing school socks ! hahha forgot to bring along a pair of slippers
& elena and i had to go all the way back changed to bikes so we can catch up with the rest and not waste time HAHA
FOR NARNIA !
bedok jetty
cool or what huh
OBS !
ALAMAK ignore the hair oh speaking of which im so glad i have jet black hair HOHO
sexy or what touch my bodaye ~ HAHAH horny moment
sadly, only deon and i hit the waters the rest had their own excuses
deon and i washed up and we headed back home
it was kinda pathetic, thinking back that we only cycled the whole day i brought my kite guitar and mat for nothing hahah!
but what matters is that we had each other together, having fun its something i dont regret the least
i love deon i love zeke i love gwen i love elena i love fiona ( in no particular order)
hope we can stay as happy manzxzx HAHA
& so im just wondering, any survivors who read through this WHOLE post? browsing through not counted
hah
ciao !
Wednesday, May 13, 2009 4:04 AM
happy happy
Hong Kong
i swear i was one of the happiest boy in the whole universe this afternoon
i could finally see 6 and the bonus is that we were ALL smiling away laughter was heard too,
from EVERYONE!
we were discussing on a venue to go tomorrow swimming cancelled gwendolyn and fiona has menses wait, am i supposed to not say this out? aiya i guess its okay, every girl has it right ? hehe
and so, we decided to go to ECP for our very first clique outing in 2 and a half years ! gahh, im SO EXCITED everyone is! kept asking me what to bring, blah3, this and that
haha
oh and i forgot to mention, in the canteen earlier today, when we were all tgt. i actually said : " should we take a picture now that we're together? you know..in case.. hehe" and everyone started giggling and smiling haha they knew exactly what i meant
im so excited man!
we're gg straight after our last MYE paper tmr, combined physics for deon zeke gwen and i and pure physics for elena and fiona i just realised e and f's paper ends later psh!
we're taking a cab there and back, elena's mom says she can help pay abit cool or cool
we're gonna -cycle -maybe rollerskate -swim -talk and laugh aloud & im gonna bring my guitar just for random strumming and random song-writing IF we have the time
do whatever just to have fun as a clique !
woots !
but the sad thing is that i have to be home by 6 and fiona 7 HAHAH tmr i try ask my dad lah if can change to 7 hope he's gonna be in a good mood manxzx
dumb, isnt it ? haha but we rather stick to it than crack our brains, having to think of a substitute
back to main point
clique
we somehow seem to get into trouble together in the past is that a good thing or a bad thing?
what may be good is that we went through thick and thin together but what's bad is that, we were part of a problem one involved, the rest all is too. and then everyone is affected. now that isn't good at all .
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should the term 'clique' continue live ? the once one of the well-known cliques in the school the one with 5 initials that are in order
D -deon E -elena F -fiona
G -gwen
H -hafiz
and then Z -eke
the one that was once ever so strong the one that used to share everything with each other good or bad
it no longer feels like a family i can tell you frankly
and recently, there has been arguments that has been going on and off and now we are all still friends but again, not as close
since its alr breaking, should we just end it?
then we wouldnt have to worry (those who do worry) just when we can all spend time tgt
not having to worry bout anyone amongst us gg off when we dont want them to. not having to worry about the clique outing we've been wanting to have since secondary one ! we have yet to go out together as a whole clique, just by ourselves
im planning a so-called outing for the clique swimming on this coming thursday its been sometime since we all last swam and and its somewhat a tradition for us to go swimming on the last day of our papers
i dare anyone to spoil it. im not being mean, but its only for everyone else in the clique. even if one of us is absent, im sure the rest wont be so happy and the whole outing wouldnt be as successful
. . .
or should we just form a new clique deon and zeke have their other commitments they're not to blame maybe love should come first
and i heard from elena that fiona has found other close friends the geeks ( im not being mean here) by geeks, i mean by study geeks
fiona says that she feels left out in the clique recently sigh maybe its cause of the number of people left im always with gwen and eugene and then elena will be with zavier maybe thats why she feels left out
the friends that usually hangs out together so far are gwen.hafiz.elena.zavier.eugene
but then, it wouldnt be the same, would it
i just want to see 6 of us ever so close again laughing our heads off
laughing so hard that fiona's and gwen's face turn red that elena will let out this wierd laugh, which she does everytime she laughs hard that you can hear zeke's laughter, which you dont always get that deon will look all funny cause he laughed too much that i will pull my collar up to my mouth, cause my neck would be itcy from all the laughing
this is the scene i remember vaguely from our happy clique
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i closed my eyes & shut off from reality hoping to open them up again and see all, but insanity
wish i may wish i might not having to worry just holding on tight
you have come and caused hurt and pain now, troubles and problems wont you just go away
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Sunday, May 10, 2009 8:23 PM
tag replies
spell my name backwards and you have the girl on my right (spelling not exact though) proper name : nazhiifah
how i miss you squirrel 2
sam : oh hi! haha what instrument do you play ? & btw, i have a friend in hong kah sec, but not band ah , infocomm. Remus do you know him? haha!
deon : aiya got lah hahaha but i think its getting better im removing that post soon i guess :B HAPPY MOM'S DAY TO YOUR MUM TOO !
rita : woots ! thanks yo !
6:36 AM
HAPPY MOM'S DAY
(cover)
( inner part )
as stated in the title
HAPPYMOM'SDAY !
above are the scans of the mum's mother's day card
well, made by yours truly ! for every year actually, and my siblings and dad(this year) only did the signing at the end hmph
well, its okay . too many chefs spoil the soup anyways?
Friday, May 8, 2009 8:27 PM
IT WON'T HURT AT ALL
TAG PEOPLE
TAG
anything will do
need ideas ? - comment on the picts on previous post or something? (highly recommended XB )
i just need to come back to my own blog with new tags to read and reply ):
and oh, bee tee double you, im changing my blogskin (again )
well, ive got comments that this blogskin is kinda tiring need to keep pressing HAHA THEN FUN WHAT ! ^^
but nevermind, i dont want to lose my loyal readers so yeah, im gonna change.
something simple perhaps ?
it's time for another SKIN-HUNT !
i just hate skin-hunts sometimes its rather tough considering all the nicer ones are for the girls pfft !
Hong Kong
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seriously, dont ask
A math
gwen and i
macdonalds
brothers 
