Confusions of Love
And
Doubts Of A Friendship


feelings fading
feelings escalating

but which situation is
for which

or do they take turns climbing
and take turns dropping

for which i really dont know
the stress is just inclining



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trust is fading
from the one so strong

i thought it would last
but evidently, it wasn't long

i planted it in you
but the roots just got loose

im helping you
even if its you-a friend
i have to lose

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help

im drowning
i need that gush of air
just that one breath to make it all just slightly better,
even if its only temporary

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oh look,
ive got advanced stressful situations just before the stress for MYE starts

just great

ELENA'S crib

zavier elena gwen hafiz eugene

second cd sharing session
this time,
it wasnt a horror genre

it was a love story

LOVE IS CINTA
yes, indonesian

i figured, if they survived 'coming soon'
(thai ) w/o subtitles,
im sure they can relate more to this one as i can help translate.
and yes they understood the show well.

very sad
very sweet
different emotions
nostalgia at different parts of the movie
its my favoutrite love story

3 thumbs up,
IF i had a third , haha !

and guess what,

three of us cried !
guess who?

in order of most tears ;

-GWEN
she cried a hell lot

dont be surprised but next was

- ZAVIER
haha!
not so man after all huh
i told you this show was damn sad !

and then
-ELENA

i didnt cry cause ive cried enough every time i watch it at home

eugene didnt cry too.
well, that's no surprise?
besides, he said that the most he teared was for a korean drama
and he only let out ONE DROP of tear
psh haha

planned a birthday party for EUGENE SIOW YEE KIAT
two cliques were present
mine and his
but sadly, it was ours that wasnt complete,
like always.
ass




sighh...
its this face againnnnnnnn
HAHA !


it was left with zavier hakim elena gwen and i in the canteen
after the whole celebration

we discussed over VERY INTERSTING FACTS
we got carried away,
and got reprimanded by the school staff workers/ cleaners
sitting behind us for being so noisy
and that they cant even hear themselves talk

we moved to the centre of the canteen
and then the red table at the concourse

we talked about ( in no particular order ) ;

-ASTRONOMY

* the big bang, the forming of planets from atoms
* parallel universe, where there's more than this exact creature of us somewhere else
( dont know true or not )
and blah2


-PHENOMENON

* the bermuda triangle
* the blackhole
and blah2

-NATURAL DISASTERS
and that singapore may be affected one day, considering them coming closer to us

-DA VINCI CODE
linking to HISTORY OF CHRISTANITY AND MUSLIM

- GHOST ENCOUNTERS

- WONDERS OF THE WORLD

* taj mahal

A MATH PERIOD

james : MR YEO BAD GUY!

mr yeo : yes! i am bad man !

(cups his hands over his head , as if they were pointy ears )

i am batman !

my yeo is the best A math teacher i can ever ask for, you know?

-zavier's crib

i shared my ghost show
' coming soon '
with zavier elena eugene fiona and gwen
elena slept throughout
she was too scared
LOSER!
haha
kidding, dont kill me

i think elen should be scared looking at this pict
she might probably scroll down quickly
haha !

hell yeah, is the show great
& that's why i decided to share it with them
all of you should really watch it
worth it !

all of us screamed alot
including me, who have alr watched it once
eugene only screamed at the end of the show
when he was talking halfway
and the ghost suddenly jerked her head up again
while hanging on the noose, with the credits rolling down

funny funny scene

and and we recorded ourselves in tension and fear towards the end of the movie!
ill post it up soon yea?
my new usb very the troublesome




and so we photobooth-ed using zavier's macbook


i swear she's my bestest best friend

zeke and i spotted this healing wound
on james elbow which looks like the texture of a strawberry

and i asked him,
whether its '3D'
haha!

and zeke went
" its 2D "
"no, no 1D !"

and i went
" haha very funny. "

and i stopped to ponder,
if 3D is popping out,
2D is on a plane surface,
then what is 1D?

he wondered too

and i asked mrs pang,
it happened to be physics
she didnt know too

so what is 1D?

ive found the answer!
but only a few days later.

i asked around
and only zavier was confident of an answer

that 1D are lines !

true? or not true? HAHA !

addition to post :

james : hafiz!
someone's peeping at you !
hoho~
(giggles)

hafiz : who!
oh my god
so freaky
(looks around frantically)

james : he's still looking !
look!
(attracts my attention to the tear in his shirt beneath his sleeve,
pulling it towards his front, showing his nipple.)

it really did look as if it was an eye peeping through that tear

zeke james and i laughed hysterically !
hahah
and he went on pranking the others

silly james

AND OH!
i named his nipple
NATHANIEL !
i dont know why i have the tendency to name stuffs

the next day
hafiz : eh where nathaniel?
sleeping ah?
he hiding alr, cannot see

james : yah, today he shy

12.15pm
school dismissed

played with james sepak takraw ball at the small open space beside my class
near the staircase

initials of people who were there:
D,E,E(eugene),G,H,Z(zavier)

we continued playing at the back concourse
fearing any teachers might catch us and scold for playing in an inappropriate place to

e g h

gwen attempting to act cute
she says she's like a little flower girl


gwen seriously didnt know she was inside
lucky for her for not appearing ugly

zavier!
we were the 'gay partners' in sec one
fooling around, kidding bout meeting up and 'sword-fighting' !
haha remember zavier?
and then there was a period of time when things arent so smooth between us
and now, its great again.

hahha !