FUGG
why did i even think of such a thing

its impossible man
how can i possibly get to play horn.

they wouldn't give me a chance
even if i can pitch or if i know almost all the fingerings
or maybe even if i can play properly

and even if i try,
wouldn't glenn and mr chua be dissatisfied
wouldn't the whole percussion section be unhappy

but where goes my interest

oh glenn said mrs chee has already submitted the names last monday
and that its just impossible for me now

i know.
i know.
i know.

fine i'll forget and get over the whole bloody damn thing