i've done all i could,
but it just seems not enough?
it's the best i could do,
satisfication was expected but things turned out rough.




last day oh school today.
i started to tear,
& soon people followed.
today was the day we ca say,
the last time we see each other sitting in the same class?
the next time we see each other in sch,
the guys would be in long pants,
the girls, shorter skirts (oops)

before recess,
we organized the class to sit in a circle,
tables and chairs all neatly put aside.
mr tan was curious
why we shut all the windows and doors close.
he went in to check.
he said he found it amusing at first to see us sit in a circle,
but sooner, he found it amazing to see us voluntarily make reflection time tgt.
he's never seen a class so bonded like ours in his 5 years of teaching.
wow.
and he could feel the bondness in our class
when we were on the same bus,
heading for obs the other time.
we were basically
singing aloud and cheering in the bus.
heh,

cleaned up class after recess.

went to IMM w/ fiona gwen deon zeke shaffiqa.
walked ard in daiso.
fiona and gwen got geek specs.

had late lunch at long johns.
gwen kept taking candid shots of me,
and she and fiona kept complimenting.
okay, finally some compliments.
HAHAHA





(okay, i know i look dumb.
shaffiqa was pulling my arm and wouldnt let me
put the crumbs into my mouth!)

-still living in doubts.
is it for me or is it for you?
tell me exactly how,exactly what.

i need to find a village after walking for weeks in the forest.
i need to find my lighthouse after being lost out at sea for days.

i need to find my hope.
i need answers.