Sunday, August 31, 2008 11:59 PM
. !!! THANKS,WEIZANE aka SPIDERPIG XDSaturday, August 30, 2008 9:56 PM
panda
-we promised each other to strum guitars together someday& perhaps sing too.we even clinched our little fingers as a sign of promise. XD-i promised you that my first trip to VIVO CITY would be with you. ;D
(yes, i havent been to vivo city. pathetic huh?)-you said you would go swimming with me. -"lets go to the airport.play around there. then i'll show you myself wearing skinnies"-"eh i long time never go sentosa eh. let's go .i like to play at the beach"-you teach me the guitar, i'll teach you the drums.-i promised ill try to get you into band, ASAP.dont worry, you can be in." either this year as a percussionist, or next year if you want other instruments. "
(thats what my instructor told me when i asked for you) (((:-& here's another promise .
i'll NEVER change my blog dp.cause its you who edited it for me. -if im not wrong.
you promised me and gwen.
the three of us would go to 7-11 again otw home.
get ourselves the instant pizzas(as usual) and the drink(coke+grape) i recommended. (((:
and remember,
"the next time hafiz treats the drink.gwen treats the pizzas.and eugene doesnt have to fork out a cent"
we took turns to treat each other. ;D
hah~!
i'll hold on tight to all these aite?
dont dissapoint me (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR. CHIEN!-woots, finally same age as me ey ?
Thursday, August 28, 2008 6:31 AM
teachers day
 preparation:     
headed to pionner after dismissal,
and followed farhan to yuhua.
he left us and went to find his teachers.
guitar-ed in the canteen.
sat w fiona gwen& junwei
after so, went to farhan house.
AFTER SCHOOL HOURS:
Monday, August 25, 2008 5:19 AM
sorry
well since im feeling so sore right now,
i might as well say sorry to everyone else that ive hurted.
that i made them hate me.
first, let me introduce you to a very nice young man,
my best friend, my brother.
he's a very great person.
he may be abit irritating at times,
well to me at least,
but.. he's cool.
he ever liked grey and then purple.
& now, he likes green .
dude, listen.
here im shouting out to you.
im sorry for neglecting you all these while since i've met eugene.
thought you didnt mind.
but i..
nehmind.
im sorry.
- this young man is,
DEON CHIEN HOE KHENG
next, elena.
im sorry for joining in the ''gossips'' with gwen &fiona the other day.
talking bout you.
it all actually started as a joke.
but didnt expect it to get this far.
i admit, we got carried away.
im sorry.
but we were really just joking.
no backstabs.
dont let this affect or break our clique?
please?
im really sorry.
&im sure the others are too.
truce?
fiona,
sorry for things i do that you're just unhappy with.
aiya you know,i know uh.
&for not being there beside you whenever you teared.
i was scared.
didnt feel i was the one you wanted to talk to.
sorry.
gwen,
im sorry for pang seh-ing you at times.
& if i wasnt there at times you needed company and comfort most.
fianlly zeke,
im sorry for losing my temper eveytime in class.
you know how stressed i am now these days.
not in the mood.
sorry for getting pissed so easily and ended up scolding you.
im realy sorry and feel really bad.
REVIEW:
im sorry clique,
deon gwen elena fiona zeke
im sorry eugene
im sorry weizane
oh btw, thanks syai.
for that letter you gave
i know you're just in hopes to see me put on a smile on this face
with that letter.
but im sorry to say,
i have to put it aside.
i think i know how to take it from here.
ive decided on what to do.
again, i thank you& sorry .
Saturday, August 23, 2008 6:30 AM
pictures
today after band,gwen and i followed arfian kenneth hakim and meihui to IMM
to get the materials needed for teacher's day party next friday.
in the end, we only ordered the cake.
deco materials another day as we havent even planned on how to deco. our class.
hmph.
bought EX-link card sticker before heading home. 
and once home, bored basically.
borrowed sister's phone and took picts.
so here they are. hah           (you know, i know uh) Friday, August 22, 2008 7:01 AM
stitch
after band today,
gwen&fiona followed me to gekpoh to get a new wallet at gek poh.
i wanted to get a cool new barney wallet.
a kid's one.
the kind where small primary sch kids use.
very cute leh.
at first i thought it was lame,
but the image of it just get stuck in my head.
so im going for it.
then hor we go no more ready!!!
hmph.
in the end i got myself a new pencil box.
fiona lent me money.
muahahha so cute my new pencil box.
XD
Thursday, August 21, 2008 6:32 AM
lost passion
ive lost interest in studies TOTALLY,
ive not been doing my work,&even if i do, i dont put in my best.
i dont give a damn when i got back my common test results .
math esp,
im laid very far back.
guess im gonna get stripped off my post soon by mrs gan.
this might shock some of you guys to hear this coming out from me.
ive lost interest in band.
yes, HAFIZ has lost interest in BAND.
surprised?
wait, more.
i dont even want my post anymore.
(suddenly feels empty while writing this)
serious, i dont.
i just have a sudden urge to just lead a simple life.
no frets bothering me.
i think im losing my sanity.because all i believe in are the smellyrainbows and stinky starswhich i wish upon.up in the sky, where i want to stay.
they live only in my head,
and they'll always will .
(:
great ,
thanks best friend !
-btw i missed you just now after band
and i bought myself the 'crispy seaweed' and 'roller coaster'
&btw my everyday watter bottle is the F&N mirinda orange .
i still rmb you told me you felt like buying it suddenly the other time,
even though you dont drink gassy drinks.
((:
Wednesday, August 20, 2008 4:40 AM
over
i wore a broken black watch today,
instead of my usual green one.
now i cant see time move again
nor even hear it tick.
i don't want to move on
i don't want to stay.
all i want is to rewind time, back when happiness began.
i sit in class so quiet and dead,
i rewound the watch over&over again,
but nothing just happens,the wall clock still moves on.
i dont want to face the future ahead i dont want to face time.
guess just like peter pan i am,
i just dont want to grow up.
hoping so much
time will stop and freeze
but it just goes on,
&much worse that is.
you ended it with all of us,
&there goes our glee
now all we have is misery
&just begs and full of pleas
i dont know why you're doing this
but i know of two possibilities to that question
its either you cant cope with us and problems given or you just dont want evryone else to get hurt.
if its difficulty in coping
and problems i have given
im really really
truly sorry.
i promise ill stop
all the sour i gave
and the black faces i woreat times i was w you
but if its just that
you dont want to hurt us all
than i tell you i dont mind
getting hurt again&again
i rather get hurt by those small little things
which might never end
rather than having to face this big matter
i plead to you i beg of you.
please dont do this to me.
please dont do this to us.
you might think it's gonna solve things
but the worse its gonna get
just rewind time to where we all just met
we all had no frets even though connected with you.
lets just relive that moment
and let it stay as it was?
avoiding or leaving or abandoning wont solve
we'll just get hurt on and on
memories are relieved inside our headsand evrytime they do,
tears just run down.
just come back, eugenee
and let all be well
i just dont know how to face time anymore
&and everything else just seems meaningless.
& im running out of colours,
7.36pm sometimes teddies are all people have left.
but i have nothing in my hands.
you might have noticed,
at times when i just get quiet& sad,
i stare into the sky.
well, to me,
when im down and i don't feel like facing anything for a moment,
i look up to the sky
as i feel that its the only beautiful thing left to see.
the serenity and peace up there just never bore me.
how i wish i could live up there,just with those i truly love,
&where 'problems' never existed.
now that i don't even have a teddy, or anything in fact,
the sky is all i have left.. |
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