HYSTERELLA
celebrated jia yi's birthday(advanced)
at swensen's

personally, i wasnt even sure i was celebrating which one
that its her birthday,
or that it was my first time
after repeated complaints about not being there before

haha,
it was both i guess

i was so happy lah,
kept on repeating and whining,
and shocking people
when i say ive never been to swensens

and now, my new family has brought me there!
woots ! ~

and it really felt like we were a family
i never had this feeling when eating with a group of people before,
never.
neither did gwen

it started with people giving me small portions of their food letting me try
because they really wanted me to have a nice, sweet first time
it was really touching

and soon enough,
the whole table was sharing their food

i only ate a small portion of my dish,
because i kept giving away and eating others'
but it was worth it
i was still full
full in the stomach and felt full of love

oh ya, when we were ordering
i actually cried
some thought that those were tears of joy
but nah..

i felt pathetic
i felt scared

i was only left with 10 bucks,
and i could only afford the ice creams

gwen was very worried
soon, everyone figured that i was crying not bcos i was happy
and got worried too and started asking

gwen than asked my permission
if she could tell the reason for my tears

" aiya no lah,
he just very sad that he dont have enough money.
and not only does he feel embarrassed about it,
he also feels very scared to ask people to borrow him some money.. "

and everone was like
aiya nvm lah!
we treat you the remaining lah!
don't worry!
somemore your first time here,
must have it happy !
and your first time here, the more we want to treat you!

i continued crying cause i felt so loved and cared for
really didnt feel it before

i caught gwen looking at me, smiling
the smile which i know, that she was really happy
and doesnt want to let go of the moment

gwen: (whispers to me)
don't you feel loved here?
never had this feeling before hor?
feels like a family leh.

she also said that she would lend me money
if she had enough
but she only had 15bucks,
and she was worried that she might not have enough too
haha
silly gwen

HYSTERELLA really is a loving family
everyone cares for each other
we haven't quarelled at all
and we say nicely what we dont like about anyone
and now,
everyone's loved

and when we were walking around plaza singapura,
gwen had her arm over my shoulder

hafiz: gwen, i like it when you do this.
i feel loved (:

gwen: huh, really ah?
eh of course i love you what?

hafiz: but idk lah..
you know, u always bully me.
than now u treat me like this,
i can still feel that u still love me as much
even after knowing me for 9 years, going to 10

gwen: hafiz ah, i bully you cos i love you..

and bla3 we went on babbling

i went on home
as some of the few others went to stay over at
yu qi's semi-detached house


HYSTERELLA I LOVE YOU GUYS
and i hope we would never part,
not after our attachment,
not after our afterglow,
not ever.

oh btw, jia yi and sean also said that we are a better group of friends
than their NJC ones
and that's why she chose to celebrate her birthday with us (:

GO HYSTERELLA !
( hysteria + umbrella )

YU QI (BIBI)

KEVIN (BOBO)

SHU MIN

HAFIZ

GWENDOLYN

SEBASTIAN

SEAN

JIA YI

KAMARUL

YING JIE

SHAWN

GORDON

JUN WEI

YIH SIN

WEI LIANG

DEON (CHAN)


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and oh,

GWEN


i really love you
and i really hope that our very close friendship never ends
its going to be our tenth year anniversary next year on 2010

let's celebrate that along with our birthday okay!

14 january !

you're uber BOOMZ

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and pst,
i do still watch the video you made about us sometimes
the one you put slides of our pictures together,
dedicating to me
showing that u love me too,
with the messages you put in

i really appreciate it ^^