mdm zhou was right,

what's the use of having good leadership potential
and leading others
when i can't even lead myself
to study hard and get good results , academically

its the biggest failure of a leader - to not be able to lead himself

wise words coming from the China lady
i was impressed
those words really touched me

and since then,
i vowed to myself to not let the bad results repeat
and decrease the number of underlines in my report slip

mdm zhou kept singing my praises during the parents-meet,
kept on praising my good behaviour,
in terms of respect and such
and kept saying she saw leadership potential me

& this part,
it made me darn sad and guilty

she actually said that she couldnt believe her eyes
when she saw my report slip
she never imagined me to get that bad,
considering i have such good behaviour, so she says

no wonder she kept coming up to me randomly
during school times when she saw me,
asking why i had results this bad
and all i gave was a pathetic
" i dont know.."

i nearly teared but i held in
you know, every guy has got to have some ego in them huh?
hahh

im sorry
mdm zhou
& mom and dad,
i know you're equally upset over it

but ive already promise the three of you that it wont repeat
i know of the consequences
& i dont want to face them

my mum actually even told mdm zhou
that she initially didnt want to attend the
meet-the-parents session
cause she didnt want to see the results in my report book again
but my dad asked her to

i may be a failure,
but im not staying as one

im gonna work on my holiday assignments pretty soon.
when everyone else is enjoying first,
ill be working hard and enjoy and relax at the end
will also have more time
for study to buck up where im lagging behind

focusing on E and A math
& darn did mr yeo give alot on them