
XD
YEAH !
I have found himself and got back on track
felt a GREAT sense of motivation to move on with a smile
after talking to sery.
i was rather surprised with my "matured" words.
haha
she helped along in getting myself back on track.
its just a post.
its just a red sash.
i can serve the band in other ways.
as a normal member.
as a percussion assistant sl.
i can give motivation and support as a normal member too.
i dont have to stand upfront there making announcements
and giving punishments.
i can still do my part as a band member
by cooperating with the leaders and whoever's up front
i may not have much support from around me
but i can support myself
i dont need extra support to move on
IM STRONG BABEH!
and ive realised that biased people can really bring one's self esteem down
WAY down.
im not gonna let that affect me any further.
im not gonna let that happen
and who says i cant think matured
in your face!
oh sery, i know you're proud of me.
CEH !
HAHAHA