ALHZ

Tuesday, December 16, 2008 5:25 AM

out of place

mistakes are minor setbacks in life.
as long as you perservere, things will turn out for the better.

asyiqin posed me a random question just a few seconds ago.
it says

" are you ready? to take over as drum major next year? "

i hesitated and said

"not really, actually" .

okay that's all.
haha stupid , i know.

entry proper.

actually, there's nothing much to blog about.
gahh
i wonder why colours are fading nowadays.
no, nowa-weeks. ( ??? )

okay im spilling.

actually,
im feeling more and more out of place when im around people.
people not my race.
i used to be so comfortable fitting in.
but i feel wierd now.
kept wondering if the other party really wants to be with a guy like me.
somehow feel disliked.

i no longer feel the sense of racial harmony.

in fact,
sometimes, being with the malays in band(usually girls, not much boys)
feels wierd too.
they only talk about chinese guys now.

gahh, i think im just thinking too much.

:B
come on, i gotta be cheerful.
im gg to SP concert tomorrow.
gotta be happy and fun!

wonder what im gonna wear.
oh yeah,
it doesnt really matter, does it?

who would care anyway?

hmm maybe i should wear singlet and shorts.
oooh and and slippers.

no no, how about boxers.

pfft.