ALHZ

Thursday, September 18, 2008 6:06 AM

went to sch by myself today.
saw noone from my clique when i reached.
either havent come or i just dont know where the hell they are.

i strolled around school alone
and soon after saw syaifullah swaying
he seemed like he wasnt in the mood too.
i ran and caught up w him.
we accompanied each other.
thanks syaifullah for not going back to class and agreeing to accompany me.

we strolled and strolled for a few laps around the same route in sch
before the music played.

recess, i was accompanied by gwen.
monkey bar.
i drummed alone
while gwen watched and did most the talking.

after school,
i was left alone again.
gwen and fiona wanted to go to vivo.
it was difficult to talk to elena, the one i wanted to talk to most today,
but she had zavier.
deon and zeke,
were busy playing table tennis in class with the others,
so went on home alone.
didnt feel like doing anything else?
gwen was unhappy w me.

i said something aloud which i shouldnt have
farhan wasnt supposed to hear.
but i didnt know.
noone told me?
and gwen was unhappy.
they had a small conflict.
and gwen, too, turned her back on me and walked off w fiona.

so i headed for the busstop alone.
soon after,
i met gwen and fiona again in 99.
gwen wasnt angry already.
farhan and her made peace.
and she forgave me.
thanks gwendolyn.
at first,
(in the bus)
gwen and fiona went upstairs,
i was downstairs
i didnt want to go up.
there was someone whom i dont think wants to see me.

i was staring blankly
when fiona and gwen suddenly came back down
to sit w me.
oooh, strange.
well its true that
true friends dont leave you even when you're down.
you guys are great.

we chatted abit.

- i watched you alight & hoped you would ask me to follow .