ALHZ

Wednesday, September 3, 2008 6:59 AM

& tell me im wrong.

look at me in the eyes, & tell me im wrong.
tell me its over, the bitter .
tell me its okay.
tell me you want to see me too,
you want to talk to me .

just look at me ,will you?
just like you used to.
the look you gave me which gives me the 'temptations' all the time.
you know what i mean.

i miss those eyes.
i miss that voice.

i long to see those long fingers again,
those that are of same length as mine.

i miss it when you keep asking me if your hair looked wierd.

i dont recall the last time we went out tgt.
remind me.
tell me how it was.
i need to know,
its one of the memories i have left.

i miss sending you to guitar class every tuesday,
w/o fail.

i miss sitting w you at the DnT block.

i miss those faint footsteps which gradually grew louder,
followed by a tap on my shoulder
when i sat alone at the monkeu bar during reccess.
&when i turned, its you i see.

i need to see you.
i long for your voice again.

"you're the voice i hear inside my head.
the reason that im singing.
i need to find you.
i gotta find you.
your'e the missing piece i need.
the song inside of me"

it isnt the same.
i've been trying to adapt life w/o you
but its plain bloodey hard.
thinking bout it,
its impossible.
i put my life to you.
whats life w/o you?
i cant imagine.

every second
i think of you.
what are you doing?
what are you thinking?
are you alone?
are you happy, w/o me?
do you feel 'free' ?

truth saying,
i still cant accept the fact that we are brothers no more.
ive been treating you still, as my own, all these while.
i guess that's the reason ive been expecting alot.

i got carried away, havent i?
im too much, huh?

im sorry.
i mean it.