ALHZ

Wednesday, August 20, 2008 4:40 AM

over

i wore a broken black watch today,
instead of my usual green one.
now i cant see time move again
nor even hear it tick.

i don't want to move on
i don't want to stay.
all i want is to rewind time,
back when happiness began.

i sit in class so quiet and dead,
i rewound the watch over&over again,
but nothing just happens,
the wall clock still moves on.

i dont want to face the future ahead
i dont want to face time.
guess just like peter pan i am,
i just dont want to grow up.

hoping so much
time will stop and freeze
but it just goes on,
&much worse that is.

you ended it with all of us,
&there goes our glee
now all we have is misery
&just begs and full of pleas

i dont know why you're doing this
but i know of two possibilities to that question
its either you cant cope with us and problems given
or you just dont want evryone else to get hurt.

if its difficulty in coping
and problems i have given
im really really
truly sorry.

i promise ill stop
all the sour i gave
and the black faces i wore
at times i was w you

but if its just that
you dont want to hurt us all
than i tell you i dont mind
getting hurt again&again

i rather get hurt
by those small little things
which might never end
rather than having to face this big matter

i plead to you
i beg of you.
please dont do this to me.
please dont do this to us.

you might think it's gonna solve things
but the worse its gonna get

just rewind time to where we all just met
we all had no frets even though connected with you.
lets just relive that moment
and let it stay as it was?

avoiding or leaving or abandoning wont solve
we'll just get hurt on and on
memories are relieved inside our heads
and evrytime they do,
tears just run down.

just come back, eugenee
and let all be well
i just dont know how to face time anymore
&and everything else just seems meaningless.

& im running out of colours,